LETTERS FROM PRISON

EMOTIONAL and DRAINING

I am in the midst of WRITING the final book of my "SWEET MELISSA" memoir series. I have come to the PART where I am writing a letter HOME to my PARENTS. Fortunate for me, my MOTHER saved ALL of my letters that I had written to her. Unfortunate for me, MY letters from HER were DESTROYED due to multiple CELL searches over the YEARS. It is so STRANGE to read letters that I had written 13 years ago. My INSECURITY and LOW SELF-ESTEEM became even more apparent to me. My IMPULSIVE nature and my NEED to fit in. I have GROWN so much over the YEARS yet I am having a DIFFICULT time writing because the SHAME, the LOSS, and the CRYING is totally DRAINING me.

AGAIN, GIVE IT UP! THE PAST IS THE PAST! MOVE ON! NO MORE TEARS! I CAN DO THIS! HERE ME ROAR! IT'S MY TIME TO SHINE!

That is just a little PEP talk and we ALL need it sometime! Keep going, stay POSITIVE and MOTIVATED because no one is going to DO IT FOR YOU! WORK HARD and DREAM BIG!
Love, Peace, and Happiness-Susan

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